Sometimes we look at what's going on and feel hopeless. We question if there is a God and if so why is not my God working? Why am I going through all of this?;I met a man Saturday while evangelizing car to car. He ask me what was I selling. I respond " I'm not selling anything sir, I just want to tell you Jesus loves you." He told me that he had stop believing in all that Jesus stuff because of the circumstances that he'd face in his past etc. But little did he know that I was once in his shoes. I had all rights to be angry at God. I lost my job, car didn't work and I had to stay at my sisters house. Thinking everything all good and gravy after getting a nice paying job, temporally place to stay and a working car, but guess what. I had to leave where I was staying and find some other place to stay. Now I'm mad, I'm angry, I'm heated. Because all that happened why being in school. I had to drive with all my stuff in my car, thinking to myself "how embarrassing is that." Like God where are you? Then I get hit with an anxiety out break... It was just too much. Just right there I could of gave up on God.. I'm in a stage of being homeless, wanting to quit school and then doctors saying that I might be crazy.?!?! But let me tell you how faithful my God is... through everything God was there. He would always whisper to me "just trust me", "I'm here", but "do you believe?". I was so caught up on what was going on that God was talking to me all along. Through everything as far as my anxiety, I never lost my mind. Doctors gave me medicine that I never had to take a day in my life because God had already healed me through prayer and worship. And he had already had a home set up for me to live... You see one thing about God, He is a God that never lies and keeps his promises. But will you trust Him? Will you stand in the storm? Will you give up because things aren't working on your time? God is so faithful and I can testify on that. He mad a way when there was no way. He never failed me and He always kept me. So I encourage the person that reads this. If God did it before He can do it again. But will you trust Him? will you believe?
