This Season God Has Been Dealing With Me With Doors That I Allowed To Be Open When He's Trying To Closed Them For My Good. I Must Admit, Nothing Has Been The Same After Finding Christ. I Lost A Lot of Relationships.. With Family, With Friends, or Ppl I've Been Attach Too or Connected With. It Really Doesn't Feel Good Honestly. Sometimes It Gets Lonely, Sometimes I Feel Like I'm Not Loved Like How I Used To Be, or Acknowledge Like How I Use To Be or Get Calls Like How I Use To Get It. But I Had To Realized, Where I Am Going, or Where God is Trying To Take Me. My Friends Can't Take Me There, My Family Can't Take Me There, & A Man Can't Take Me There. I Just Have To Trust God Through This Process. And Most of The Times of Loneliness is The Best Time To Be Seeking Him, At His Feet. That Same Relationship That I Wanted With Others. I Have To Want That With God. And In Reality, That's What He Wants. But I Just Pray That God Continues To Connect Me To The Right People & Close The Doors That Needs To Be Shut. And Allow Me To Put Myself Aside & Be There For Someone Else. #FoodForThought #BeingContent #TrustingGod#PuttingHimFirst #KnowYourSeasons
